Mood:  not sure
So im sitting here trying to figure out why i have to go to school, i mean i'm smart enough for me already, i mean sure i should go but why? I think its only for the pure torture. My grandma only went to school through her 8th grade year and here i am at the worthless senior year when i have one important class and the rest don't even matter, so why go? there has to be a logical answer to this!

Religion
Mood:  chatty
So does someone want to explain to me why in the world everone has to say something about God being imaginative but at the same time worshiping satan, give me a break I mean really! I am way past sick of hearing happy black day and all that crap, do you really have to be so immature about it? I hate also that people actually try to acheive looking dead in the morning with the black make-up, clothes, and things I'm just saying you are alive why not look it somewhat ya know?!

My biggest fear!
Mood:  hug me
Topic: Memories
My biggest fear is not that I will have a zit on picture day, it is however that I will never forgive my mom for leaving me 6 years ago. I have held on to the hate and anger for 6 years why let go now?